The gift of sex & friendship

I like having sex with someone that appreciates my body. Someone that finds me attractive. Someone that seeks out my company for the love of being near me. I enjoy someone that can keep up with me, that likes to try new things and respects my boundaries. I could have sex for the sake of having it, but I choose to spend my time with someone worthy of the time and energy I expend. I want to release my soul, to give it to someone who knows the value of it. I am blessed... BLESSED... make no mistake. I share this with the ones who deserve it. I don't waste my time on negative energy, or people that misunderstand the amazing gift I give of myself. When I give myself, I give more of myself to that person than I do to others. I allow them privileges awarded to no other. To call me a special name. To know my secrets. To share a piece of each other in a way no one else does.

A Shadow Beside

He sits beside me and whispers in my ear.
Such clarity and logic in what I hear.
He's so seductive in his ways,
so literate and intelligent in his phrase
and ohh how I want him.
Darkness in a dark place, he keeps me company
sitting so close I can feel his breath on my neck.
Deep tones, a soothing soliloquy
that speaks to and from the heart of me,
he touches nothing but my soul.
Acceleration of the alliteration moves me
stirs me, inspires, accentuating desires
and ohh how I want him. 

Thanksgiving

I'm thankful that I get to sleep with my best friend whenever I want.

I'm thankful for my ride-or-die, my number one, the person that has my back. I'm thankful for having one person that knows me better than anyone else. For the person I can tell some of my darkness to without fear of judgement. I'm thankful for the understanding and acceptance I get daily. I'm thankful for honesty.

Thank you.

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Coming soon!

December 1, 2013 will bring a new issue of Darkgoddess Designs Magazine! I can't wait! - MDG

Happy Thanksgivukkah!

Once every 77,000 years. Bless you all and have a GREAT holiday! - MDG 

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Venus Jade Media: JellyBellyUKSSBBW - Alternative Model

Venus Jade Media: JellyBellyUKSSBBW - Alternative Model

When he comes, he's ready...

When he comes, he's ready and determined to make things right for me. He knows of my need because I am honest with him. I'm not afraid or ashamed of telling him, because his love for me is deep. I am secure in it, and I feel free to lay both my soul and body bare to him. He has a name for me; others have tried to call me by the same name, but it only rings true when he says it. His hands in my hair. His teeth on the back of my neck. His voice gruff with his own need whispering it into my ear. He holds me against him and tortures me with long caresses mixed with his nails down the length of my body. He delights in my intake of breath and the sighs. He is victorious in the movement of my body closer to him. I arch my back and rest my head against his shoulder, again he calls my name and I am lost to him. Eyes closed, heart open, every purr he draws from me fueling his energy more.
"Beast," I call him.
He laughs and pauses.
"Do you want me to stop?"
The mind-shattering moment of my soul wanting one thing and my body wanting another. I center myself, and remind myself to lay my faith in his able hands.
"No."
His evil chuckle before he bites me again drives me crazy. He is firm but gentle in his touch, always this way, always my lover before all else. Only when he is sure that my pleasure is at the forefront, when he hears my breathing change, and the sound I make when my world has changed colors, that is when he takes me.
He always seems to find me wherever I am, and brings me back to the present with his savage tenderness. I am his, and he makes he know it. He already knows my reactions to his touches and compensates for them. He expects and anticipates how each kiss and stroke brings me under his control, further and deeper in his hold. He knows when I have problems giving him the control he needs, and he is ready. Such a small, innocent looking piece of rope but so handy... quickly he binds my hands. I relax knowing when the time comes, when I come, I will not hurt him with my blind fury. He senses when I can not shut out the outside world, and blindfolds me. The colors I see in my mind are stunning and vivid and he makes them dance and shift hues. His love is a deep blue, and we bond in it. His fuck is a electric purple, and it surrounds us. The whole world apart from us and we exist on another plane. There is no more them, only us.
"I couldn't wait to get here", says he.
"I needed you so much", say I. My heart breaks with the truth of it. Every minute we have together is a stolen one so every second is precious and never wasted. Even in the afterglow, all we speak is truth - the things we tell no one else. We are confidants, lovers and friends.
We know his time is almost done, and the sadness of it begins to creep into the corners of our world like a poison. No clocks, but we know by the sunrise that he will be leaving. He runs his hands through my hair, as if to remember the feel of it later. I pout and give him the look that makes him laugh. He kisses my lower lip and says, "I have to go."
Nooo.
"I know."
I prolong it by teasing him with long nails down his back, across his belly but the inevitable still comes. He kisses me goodbye again and again, after each piece of clothing goes on. The final kiss is the most heart-breaking because every time...
every damn time...
he kisses me like it's the LAST time.

It was hot, because I had F****d him before...

It was hot, because I had F****d him before, years ago. Thinking back at one point in the conversation, two out of four in the room were trying HARD not to listen to, we went back in time together to a house party and a dark room. "When's the last time we saw each other?" "Oh, years, isn't it?" "Hmm." We passed the joint back and forth as if we were old friends, which we are, kind of. "I definitely like smoking with YOU," I said. The last time we had smoked, he came on to me in a house full of people. That took balls. I like assertive people, but you have to have charm. Flashback to a dark room and three people. What turned me on the most, is that he kept saying my name. People LOVE that shit, it's something I do all the time. The barrage of sex hormones flooded me. I was wet almost the entire time. He goes easy, and I like him. He goes hard and I stop liking him. One of us was covered in blood. We're still not sure where it came from but it wasn't mine. Oh my GAWD, how I enjoyed fucking that man. I might have to call him again, I was thinking when he asked, "So when are we throwing the next house party?" The two that were trying not to listen said, "Whoa... no more parties." I said, "What do you mean WE? I do ME all the time. You do you, them do them." He laughed and said "You haven't had a party in years." I told him, "I had parties but you weren't on the list." Actually shocked him. "Why not?" "Different kind of people at THOSE parties." I smiled at him and he held out a fist. Bump. "I hear you." At that point in the conversation, the other two were trying to change the subject. I'm glad they did, because my heart was beating hard and fast. I was a racecar in the red. My body was hot to the touch, because my soul was on FIRE. Would I do him again? In a New York Minute. - MDG

It could be easy - Video

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Making of "It Could Be Easy"

OMG i hate webcam shit. (Meaning video-recording using a web cam) You don't know what I GO through... :) Nah, just kidding. I LOVE this stuff. So I made a video of me getting ready to make a video. Inception? I wouldn't know, I've never seen it. Yeah, everybody's seen it, but not me. I kind of shy away from Leo DiCaprio movies. 2% rendered, first draft. I'm learning as I go. I keep messing with (ugh another inbox) brb. I keep messing with video styles, which I'm going to have to REALLY study up on. The program I'm using doesn't have enough addons for me yet. My photoshop has TONS, which I keep on a disk located on an external drive. Brushes, effects, etc. Video is still something I want to mess with, including animation. I just poke around the edges. I'm starting to get braver though. AND, my files are a mess. Dre's always look so PERFECT, UGH!!!!! Everything in well labeled folders. Obnoxious. To my inbox: "That's nice", which means "Go Fuck Yourself" right now. 9% rendered. Jeez. Long night ahead since I can't (Can't I?) make a video WHILE rendering another video. I mean, I COULD, but it would just be confusing, LOL. 17% OMFG!!!! 23???? ARRGHHHHH I mean I'm talking with someone, but DAYUM Disc Golf Video with Damien. Go watch it, it's interesting. On another note: Pyrex dildos. Awesome :) I really must look that up. So in the course of conversation, I realized that the secret to making people happy is by keeping them busy. Everyone needs to feel useful and wanted. Providing them a way to do so in a creative manner is a blessing to me AND to them. Not just ANY BS, but to find what they are GREAT at and provide them an opportunity to SHINE. To show what makes them special. To teach others. To share experiences. And do be able to do that while having a completely bare ass is a plus. I hate clothes. I'm very uncomfortable in them. So since I just finished having one of THOSE conversations, which start out 30 minutes of discussion and five minutes of watching someone cum while assisting them with imagery or words in the dark. While still rendering video... and laying with the cool breeze of the standing fan blowing across my half naked body. It's times like these when I really enjoy my life. But Morgana... why we no can see naked ass? I know, darlings. Some social media frown on that sort of thing. But here's a pic of me right now :)

Believe it or not, some people get off on that :) Of course I'm very engaged in conversation, and talking about HOW I'd use certain items of pleasure on them for my OWN amusement, Well, hot diggity dayum. :D It's fun. 73% Finished the video, but doing it again to remove the music track. It was a bit too much :) But I really enjoy the process. I make one video for FB uploading, but I've been doing YouTube at a higher quality. I think it's going to work out for the best this way, but we shall see :) This video is just me putting on eyeliner and chatting with YOU before I start talking to people in private. I do cam and discuss many things with people, but honestly - I have to admit I really do enjoy watching people performing sexual acts JUST FOR ME. :D Sometimes I'll join them, not just ANYBODY but certain people. Peace, bitches :) MDG

Time for eyeliner?

Sorry, I've been missing, but I have new stories :) Forgive me?