Sunday, February 24, 2013

That's how I do things for people I like


Yeah, ok... but you have to know the story first.
I wasn't expecting too much, but I gave it a shot anyway. I needed to see what this person was like up close. So sitting at the dining room table, and putting him in the big chair, we talked. Turns out he had more brains than I gave him credit for. He was honest with his answers and respectful of my home. I love a street kid that knows how to act indoors. I'm one of those.
He told me about his life, and I told him about mine. I decided to take some pictures of him to show him what I do (to get pictures of him for later peeping, lol). I had him come sit next to me so we could work on them together. We scrolled Google Images looking for ideas when we came across a picture of an old woman looking out a window.
"That's my friend's mom," he said. Scrolling down, I saw a picture of the same window, this time with a small girl in front of it. She had an oxygen tube under her nose. I clicked it. There unfolded a story of how they had to live with mold and mildew. They cleaned it time and again, and had a company come in to remove it. Still it grew, and the child in the picture, already having breathing troubles, was beginning to get worse.
We read the story together. He had not known of the problems in his friend's house. If any of you know me, you'll have to know that now I was invested in this. I hate to see someone suffer, and this family had worries 'plenty. He didn't take this lightly either. Though I could see it was still on his mind, he tried to bring himself back to the conversation. He did, thank the Goddess. It was a problem to be handled later, and by him if necessary. I thought about what actions he might take, and dismissed it.
"You never know about what really goes on with people sometimes," I offered. "I'm glad we saw that together."
After he went home, I took the pictures of him and did some editing. Different styles, different forms. Then I put them together in a music video slideshow, burned all of it to disk and printed one of the edits as a cover for the CD.
That's how I do things for people I like :)
He said his goodbyes to my house, and I walked him to the elevator. I do this so I can tell people that I had a great time, invite them back. Sometimes, I do it so I can steal a kiss or two, or one hug more. I asked if I could kiss him, and he let me, kissing back as a gentleman should. It was when I found his tongue that I was intrigued.
It was big and thick and I began to wonder some damn dirty things.
How it would feel inside me, against me. Whether he was good with it, and most importantly... if it was that size, what did his dick look like?
Hot damn, my mind began to race thinking of all the dark possibilities. How soon could I get him between my legs to taste me? How best to calmly get him to show me what I wanted to see. I invited him to my home today and told him what I had planned. "The mission, should you choose to accept it: I plan on giving you several uncomfortable hard-ons while not touching you." He liked the sound of this. I think at that time I may decide to jump in a cab and go shopping. Let's see what he says. He can ride with me or say he has other things to do. I think I wanna play a game today. Get some money from my rich boyfriend and take security with me while I shop. He can be the security detail, but can I seduce him in public to the point where I can see his hunger in his eyes.
You might say it's bad, a shame to tease someone that way. I say it's foreplay because I do plan on finding out what that cock really looks like. He'd probably show me for the asking of it, but I'd like to see it hard and straining to get free from his pants while we're in a public place. I want him ready, damn near dripping with anticipation. I want the flush of red across the back of his neck, to watch his ears change color. I want him looking away to regain his composure, then his eyes coming back to rest on my breasts, or my face. If he's lucky, it'll be my tits he stares at, because I'll be looking him right in the eyes, the tip of my tongue licking my top lip in the smallest way. And then when he has had time to realize what message I just sent him, I look down shyly biting my lower lip.
The bags will have to be on the far side of the backseat, so I can sit close to him. Damn near in his lap, I want him to be able to smell my perfume, Passion (aptly named I think) and be able to bury his nose in my hair if he wished. The side of my neck will be exposed to him, the call of submission to the wolf in all men. If he doesn't take the hint, I'll ask him to massage me there. His hands finally touching bare skin, the feel of my pulse, the curve of my shoulder and just a bit toward the back. It's where I love to be carressed and kissed. If he still doesn't get the hint, and you'd have to be dense as steel or made from it not to react, I'll ask him to kiss me there.
At some point today, I want to be sitting in his lap, just to see if he gets hard under me. I know it strains the parameters of the rule of my not touching him, but I think he may forgive me this time. I want him rock ready, and firm against my soft plush ass. Being naughty, he can release himself and let me back down on him. He'll find my g-string then and I know there's a delicious, delightful, should I or shouldn't I moment, the moment when he thinks, leave it or slide it a bit to the side with a finger so I can be properly against her? Depending on his actions then, I'll know if we have to race home or not.
If he leaves it in place, he's enjoying the game and understands the rules. Play on. If he slides it to the side, then I sit on him fully while the cab driver takes us home. Every bump in the road a test and torture for us. If the cab driver understands what we're doing, he might just play along taking the bumpiest roads and the longest way, just so he can continue to hear me sighing and moaning softly in the back seat.
Getting back from our trip, the boyfriend will be there waiting to see me coming in with shopping bags. Asking how my trip went, I say "FIne," and go into the other room to put my new things away.
"How did it go," he'll ask my new hottness. "Did she give you any trouble?"
He's too much a gentleman to say so, but knowing me so well, my boyfriend continues. "She likes to fuck with the Security boys, so I'll ask you again. Did she give you any trouble?"
Whether the answer is no, and he keeps a secret well, or spills and rats me out with, "Um, she showed a lot of cleavage", is up for grabs at this point. Hell, what would YOU say if you were asked the very same question? Would you keep our secret, or would you tell all the details? Would you mention that I was wearing a purple g-string? Would you expose me yet again to this man?
"Morgana," he'll call me, and I'll come to the living room.
"Yes dear?"
"Were you teasing the Security boys again?"
"I never tease them, dear."
"Never?"
"Not once. I only showed them what they could have if they ever had the balls to take it." After a pause, I'll add, "Like YOU did, dear. Remember, you were once Security too."
He'll turn to this poor man and say,"Tell me sh'e not wearing the purple G-string? She gets REALLY BAD when she wears that one." Whether he's noticed or not before, it's going to be evident now when I'm told to bend over the arm of the chair and show him what I'm wearing. Sure enough, laid in place just so, my secrets told.
"Dammit, Morgana." He'll smile and look at my round white ass exposed for them both to see. "I told you what would happen if you did it again."
I'll pout then and say, "You said you wouldn't use the belt again this week."
The man that loves me beyond all others will say, "Nope, open hand this time since you didn't actually fuck him. Now grab the arm of the chair."
What my security detail does at this point, I won't say. This is where it gets interesting and even I'm not sure how the story ends :) 
a) "Don't hit her."
b) OH GOD why am i not taping this?
c) Dead shock
If it's a) He'll put his hand down and tell me to suck this poor man's dick before it explodes - and if it happens to explode while I'm sucking it, to take every drop he gives me.
If it's b) He will tell the Security Boy to spank me himself. "Not too hard, but enough so she starts to feel it."
It it's c) He'll make the guy a drink and THEN make me suck his dick to help him recover.
I think either way, I'm going to have a pretty interesting afternoon.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

The Doll & The Dollmaker


He spent almost all of his hours around other people. Opening his eyes and seeing his family around him one morning, he had this thought. Even though he was with family, there was still something wrong. He barely gave it a thought as he got up and went through his day. On the train to work, a feeling came over him. Nothing dreadful, but oddly sinister all the same. The cold creepy chill that comes over a person, making them say, "A goose walked o'er my grave". He shrugged it off thinking it the air conditioning that worked sporadically on the subways now-a-days. Crowded streets, bustling stores, the job itself. The boss that couldn't stand him. The fellow workers who thought him a joke. He was just Irish enough to not be hispanic, and Hispanic enough to not be irish. He hated his job, and all of the people there. It was his shift, late-nights alone in the dark with nothing but the internet for company, that gave him the idea.

He spent hours in front of a computer, then got up, did his rounds and continued. The light off the screen seeming to shine more brightly than usual in the darkness of the surrounding space. It was dark, you see. Add to this the winter cold, which would chill a man in the sunshine. The sun was not his to have, unless running a quick errand during the day. The dark was the only thing that surrounded him; the darkness and the bright light of the computer screen ahead.

One would say when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back. It's true. That's why you secretly wish that your computer was wi-fi connected to a micro-chip in your skin. That way when your heart stopped beating, your browser history and hard drive would be instantly erased, the computer re-formatted, and pictures of lollipops and sunshine placed as your wallpaper.

I said to this man one night, "Do you erase your browser history?" I leaned forward almost ready to grab him and slap him and yell into his face, "Gawddamn it Jim, you ALWAYS erase the browser history!" There was a pause before his answer, "Of course I do", and I knew there was part of the truth and part of a lie in the telling. I remained poised.
"Every time?"
"Yeah," he looked a bit offended. "Every time." Now maybe I'm just a reckless whore, and maybe I'm not. Maybe I'm very serious and quiet, and sad almost all of the time, and maybe I'm "...ME. Morgana D. Coming live to you... from Legion HQ."
Again the truth is in the telling, and so is the lie. So you make up your minds and ask yourself, "What IS she?"

Welcome to my book.

Monday, February 18, 2013

Tina from Tennesee


Sometimes, people contact me out of the blue. This tends to annoy me if I'm working, but since I have no set 'hours', I could be working at any time. It's a minefield. Unfortunately for this young man, he hit me up at the wrong time. Since MDG is the center of the Universe and such, I figured I'd let him suffer a bit. Enjoy.

Ms. morgana?
Yes?
I had to clock back into work so I can't call but i can text.
And who is this?
My name is Chris, ma'am.
How did you get this number and where are you from?
Fetlife, and I'm from tennessee.
Got a camera phone?
Yes, Ma'am.
Take a pic and send it to me Chris... i want to see who I'm dealing with.
Yes ma'am.
Nice picture. How can I help you, Chris?
Did you get it?
Yes, already sent a reply.
I was wanting to be friends ma'am and maybe see you when i come up for vacation.
You don't have to call me ma'am, love. When are you coming up?
Sorry I'm a country boy and i was raised that way. i hope in the next few weeks.
So do you administer spankings or just recieve them?
What would YOU like?
To recieve. I'm a sub.
That, love, can be arranged.
Thank you ma'am.
How old are you Chris?
25 and am very outgoing and not shy i will talk about anything and will answer any personal questions no matter how personal.
I would assume so.
How do you administer spankings?
Do you prefer me fully naked or pants down?
However you want them, love. Usually i ask you questions, get to know your tastes and then modify to suit you. I don't do phone/text sex. I make fantasies happen.
I understand. What about forced feminization?
Ohhh interesting. How long will you be staying in NY?
At least a week.
Will you send me a pic please ma'am?
Ok... Let me know closer to the date to verify. Expect to be with us at least two nights. And what do you want a picture of, love? You know me from Fetlife, yes?
Yes I want any picture you're willing to send me darlin'. Is there any pic that you're wanting from me?
And are you wanting to do forced feminization on me?
Ok... the first night i interview you and take your measurements. You sleep alone in a spare room wearing nothing but panties and one of my bitches collars. The next morning, you will be MY bitch, do as I
say when I say it. And if you please me, I'll fuck you nicely. If you displease me,,, hmmmmmm... it'll hurt you more than it hurts me, love.
Yes ma'am. What do I need to address you as?
Ms. Darkgoddess or madame Morgana will do.
Feel free to send any pics you'd like to show me, love.
Yes Madame. Do I need to start wearing panties now?
If you have them, send me pictures of you in them.
I don't have them on now, Madame. I am at work but I mean am I to wear them all the time now?
Yes, and I prefer purple or pink.
Yes Madame. How often am I to wear them?
All the time. Lace ones. Tight as hell.
Yes Madame.
That's my good girl...
What kind of panties do you want on me?
Pink or purple lace ones. Tight as hell. I want you uncomfortable in them day and night.
Thong or bikini panties, Madame?
So I am not allowed to wear boy underwear at all Madame Morgana?
If you are with a woman, you have permission to wear men's underwear, but tight ones.
Thank you Madame. And do I need to buy thongs or regular bikini panties, Madame?
Surprise me. I like creativity very much.
But they have to be see-through lace, right?
I want to be able to see everything, yes.
Yes, Madame. Do you have any rules I am to follow?
Do you own a butt plug?
No, Madame, do I need to get one?
Yes. You will wear it when you sleep to prepare for me.
Yes, Madame.
Next time you contact me, be ready to send me pictures. I want you shaved, face and genitals. Understand?
Do I need a female name?
Yes Madame. May I have some pictures of you, please?
You can pick a name, but it had better be a good one. You can have pics when you begin complying and do as I say. We are done for this evening, love.
Yes, Madame. Do you want to choose the name? Or can you give me some to choose from?
Good night, Tina.
Who is Tina, Madame?
As my newest little bitch, that's what I'm calling you.
Yes, Madame.
Madame, when am I to have everything shaved by?
Before you contact me again. I am finished with you for tonight, Tina.
Yes, Madame, good night. Sweet dreams.
Good morning Madame Morgana. I hope you have a great day.
I just got off work; going home to take a shower, put my panties on, and lay down.
Where the fuck are your panties, Tina? I told you I want to see you in lace... That is your first error, my little bitch. Do not make another. We are discussing your training right now, and you do not hold to my standards. I want to see you becoming a pretty girl for me, not some boring ugly male ass.
Yes, Madame.
These are the only panties I have that are lace, Madame.
I sent a picture of me in the panties, Madame.
They will do for today, and today ONLY. I want that nasty hair shaved off; pretty girls do not have hair all over them. I sooo want to recommend you to the counsel, but you must COMPLY. I want lipstick and makeup. Would I, a goddess, send a picture without first preparing myself? Never. I want you to be my little pink and perfect slut, Tina.
What are you wanting shaved, Madame?
And you are definitely a Goddess and I adore you, Madame. I do have a few other pairs of panties as well but they are not lace. One is a red and black pair with satin front and a completely see through mesh
back side. I have a tiny, skimpy thong that I can barely fit into as well, and I have a white, satin Victoria's Secret thong as well, Madame.
I want my princesses smooth. All the facial and body hair REMOVED... NOW. I want you using lotion to soften that horrible male skin to let the soft luscious woman out. I want pictures of all your panties and
makeup on.
...my panties for you if you would like, Madame? I want to please you so much. I am sitting with my legs crossed like a good girl for you and sitting up straight and proper.
Dress up for me, Tina. Show me that you DO WANT to please me and be my adorable little whore. I want to use you like the bitch you need to be. Xoxo
Yes, Madame. Please forgive me but I don't have any razors right now. I will be sure to get some tomorrow after work. I hope that is okay, but I can put on all.
Yes, Madame. Could we talk about clothes, please?
No razors? Disgusting... and what clothes do you have already? Something tight and pink to show off your figure? Satin, because all pretty girls wear lovely things, Tina...
I don't have many clothes at all Madame, this is all new to me. But I do have a pair of satin panties - they're a thong, and I just changed into a pair that are satin front with a see-through back. They are tight. Do
I need to get a bra as well, Madame?
Of course... I'll want you in pantyhose too. I wear them, so should you. When you come to NY and I show you off, my beautiful slave girl... Serving drinks and sucking cocks, you must be ready.
Yes, Madame. I really want to talk to you on the phone and make a list of all the clothes I am to have, but I'm really nervous, Madame Morgana. I changed into my red panties. I felt like I needed to tell you,
Madame.
You did need to tell me, darling. You have not yet earned the right to speak to me yet. Do as I require. I can give you everything you need, but you MUST do as I say, Tina...
Yes Madame, I understand and right now, I would be too embarrassed to talk to you. If you called me right now I would probably not even be able to talk straight Madame.
I would be so uncomfortable and out of my comfort zone it would be ridiculous. I'm nervous just texting you, Madame Morgana.
Am I allowed to wear my boy underwear to work, Madame?
Tina, it is my life's work to turn bitches out. No matter where they start from, I have the power within me to help you blossom into a good whore. I can make you feel loved and safe if you deserve it, and I can be
sadistic and mean to those who don't earn it. Women's underwear at work, and I want pictures of you in them there. I'm sure you can do this for me.
What do you mean, Madame, pictures of them there?
You. Work. Panties. Pictures. Got it? Maybe you're just not feminine enough for me. Hmm... Shame. I really wanted a new girlyboy to attend me.
By the way, I was looking at your pictures on Fetlife. And you have an amazing body, Madame. I LOVE the picture of you laying down naked. I almost started to touch myself at work but I was too busy.
What do you mean, Madame? I am brand new to this and I want to be trained. I promise tonight at work I will be in panties. In fact, would you like a picture of all the panties I have and you can choose which
ones you want me in all night Madame?
Lmao... you should see the ones I'm editing now. I'm being beaten and chained... Hogtied with clothespins on my nipples and pussy lips... Spanked, striped and bruised.
I want pictures of you WEARING AND MODELLING THEM FOR ME.
Mmmmm Madame, I just got so turned on my panties are getting a little damp.
Even Morgana Darkgoddess takes a turn in the sub role once in awhile, Tina. Would you like to be used the way I was? Beaten for the pleasure of others?
How do you mean used, Madame? I am very interested and would like to know more, please.
I spent a weekend, for very important clients, tied up, spanked, beaten with a belt, fucked any way they wanted to fuck me, all while cooking and serving them and hosting an XXX sex party in their honor. I
wore nothing but rope, cuffs and makeup. This is what a proper woman/slut does.
Yes, Madame. That does sound nice. I have another question if I may, Madame.
I want to see a picture of your cum-stained panties before I answer any more questions, Tina.
I don't have any cum-stained panties, Madame. I was naked when you were talking about that.
Make it happen. Red ones.
Did you get the pictures of the panties? There're 4 of them.
You want me in the red ones tonight, Madame?
Is that what you were saying?
I want you in the red ones right now, rubbing yourself until you cum for me like a good girl.
Yes, Madame.
Madame, what about if I go swimming? Can I wear shorts to the lake?
My little girl cock is so hard for you, Madame. And I'm moaning for you.
That's a good girl. Be my slut. Think about all the cocks you'll have to suck. All the dicks up that tight ass. And then... You have to eat me out too.
Mmmmmmmmm, yes, Madame.
Madame, am I allowed to wear boy swim shorts to swim in?
I would do anything just to hear your voice, madame. I wanna cum to the sound of your voice telling me exactly what I'm gonna be wearing and doing when I FINALLY get to meet the Goddess of my dreams.
Madame Morgana?
Oh, I'm here, sweetbitch, Thinking about you cumming for me.
Yes, Madame. When can I actually talk to you on the phone, Madame?
I want to hear the sound of a Goddess.
When you send me pics of you in bra, panties, and makeup. My princesses must be adorned and ready for worship of the Darkgoddess.
Madame, I don't have any makeup or anything. :( I'm so new it's not even funny, but I do have a female bathing suit. Would that be okay, Madame? I will do anything, Madame.
You cum for me yet, or do you need to be spanked?
I could always use a spanking, Madame.
I want you to get on your bed and spank yourself for me. I want that ass as red as those panties. If you have a belt, use it.
Yes, Madame, but I can't really spank myself with a belt.
I just wanna hear my Goddess' voice telling me about what a bad girl I've been and how I am going to be punished.
Madame, when we do talk, can I talk in my regular voice?
No. How can I imagine you as my sweet lace whore with a man's voice? Terrible.
Would you like to call me, Madame, and help me find the right voice?
My ass is on fire, Madame, it's really stinging.
Good girl! Now lay back with the red panties on, rub that ass into the surface you're laying on. Rub that pussy like you're performing for me in person.
Mmmmmmm, ahhhhhh yes, Madame.
Rub that ass harder... Make it burn for me.
Mmmm, yes, Ma'am.
Rub that cunt faster. Say my name... Call out Morganaaaaa for me.
OHHHHH MORGANAAAAA!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
I just came for you, Ma'am.
I want to see the cum puddle in those soaked panties, Tina.
Yes, Ma'am.
Thank you so much for allowing me to cum, Madame.
Madame, have I been a good girl?
Show me those sopping panties, Tina...
I sent you a pic, Madame. Did you not get it?
Running my hand over your wet pussy... Just lovely, my princess... You did well for your first time with me.
Thank you, Madame. Could we talk more about the feminization now, Madame? PLEASE, I'm begging you. I am so eager to please you.
Madame, are you there?
Do as I told you. I want lipstick, eyeliner, mascara, eyeshadow... And I want to see you in perfume too. Bra and panties as well. You can use water balloons to fill it out if you need to... for now. Take those pictures, cum for me properly... And we will talk, my lovely, darling girl.
Madame, I don't know when I'll be able to get those cause I have to work tonight and I have drill all weekend. I'm dying to talk to you. I have so many questions, and I'll even put a bikini on for you, Madame, I'm begging you.
Consider this your first lesson in being submissive, sweetbitch. Until tomorrow... My fine little slut. :)
What about when I go swimming? Can I wear boy swim shorts, Madame?
Yes, but panties under them.
Yes, Ma'am. So what panties are you wanting on me for at work?
Since you came in the red ones, wear the white. We can pretend you're still a virgin... Shhhhh.
Which white ones? I have the bikini white, and a thong white, Ma'am.
Thong. Go away now, whore. I'm busy.
I love looking at your naked body, Madame.
Yes, Madame.
Tina and I went on to have much longer conversations, and she has found a home with some very good friends of mine that use her as THEY wish on a daily basis. She's never been a happier little cunt, and the love letters I still get to this day are amazing. How nice to make new friends on the internet. :)

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Prologues 1 & 2


Prologue:
"This is the story of my life," she said.
The girl read the book, even though she wasn't supposed to. She could tell right away that it wasn't the kind of
books a child should be reading. Children her age couldn't read, and here she'd been doing it for years.
Children's books were boring, although she did have a soft spot for the Golden Book, The Little Engine That
Could. Apparently this was a classic. At least it's the one story that all the adults seemed to remember from
childhood. She preferred Kipling, or something about science and the future. She didn't know the genre was called
Sci-fi, or science fiction. She just knew that she loved it.
She could get away with reading it, no one in the house understood it anyway. She'd tried asking her parents
what a quark was, and they'd yelled at her for making up words. After that, she learned to understand the harder
words by using them in context.
She didn't know she was doing it, of course. She was only 6.
Now THIS book? No way could they catch her reading this. Not that it would make her stop. the story was
good, and the illustrations were beautiful. The fact that it was about a woman who ran a whorehouse? Well, now
she knew what a whore house WAS. Add that fact to her education. And it seemed like a hard job too, but a good
one if you did it right.
She made sure the covers were securely over her and the very large book, turned on the flashlight and continued
reading.
Prologue 2:
"Then cometh Jesus with them unto a place called Gethsemane,
saith unto the disciples, Sit ye here, while I go and pray yonder. And
he took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to be
sorrowful and very heavy. Then he saith unto them, My soul is
exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye here, and watch with
me. And he went a little further, and fell on his face, and prayed,
saying, O ,my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me:
nevertheless, not as I will, but as thou wilt." - Matthew 26: 36 - 39,
Holy Bible, King James Version
"This is the story of my life, she said. If you didn't understand that it was about the life I've lived and the
people I loved then I got it all wrong." She grew quiet for a minute, reflecting on this. "I hate to say it, but
know I know how Jesus felt in the garden at Gethsemanes." She paused, looking at her glass, then raised it to
her lips. She shook her head sadly, and sighed deeply. She shrugged and drank what was left in her cup.
The man sitting in her wheelchair reflected on this.
Now you have to understand that she had a disease. It was painful and kept her from living a life she wanted to
live. She needed a wheelchair to travel, but at home she was able to walk from room to room, most of the time. For
her to give up her wheelchair to a man who didn't have one, but most surely DID need one, was an act of love on
her part. She needed surgery that, odds are, wasn't going to come out well. To sit in any other chair was very
painful, and she couldn't do it for long. She would have to get up, wandering the house to keep her mind distracted
from the pain she lived with all the time. When the pain grew worse, she went back to the other room, and sat on
the uncomfortable chair, and listened to a movie with her best friend.
"How YOU doing," she asked in an Italian accent. Her friend smiled and chuckled a little. "I'm okay," he said.
She looked at him, seeming to look past him for a second. When her eyes unglazed, she said, "Go to bed, hun.
You're tired."
"No, I wanna finish watching this movie." He hadn't been watching the movie for ten minutes. He was lost in
his own dimensions, and he was as tired as hell. "C'mon," she said getting up herself. "I'll tell you a bedtime story."
She took him by the hand and led him into the Persian Room.
The room looked nothing like anything you'd find in Persia. It was a simple room, but fascinating to the male
mind. A large bed in the middle of the room. Blankets and pillows piled high, but not in a girly way. Everything
was mismatched, but comfortable enough. The room was lived in, and comfortable. It was called it Persian Room,
because when you were in there, you were expected to behave like Persian Royalty. Only the very important people
in her life ever made it into her bedroom, all others were kept in other parts of the house. There were things on the
shelves to glance at. You didn't want to be caught staring, that would be rude, but surely it was o.k. to peek?
Bottle of Barcardi, half gone. Oil warmer, lit. Vanilla Lavender oil scenting the room. There was a smell of
something else too, what was it? No one could ever place the smell in her house. It wasn't bad, it was just...
different. Like her.
She had purified the room earlier with sage and St. John's Wort. (Her first wedding had been held on St. John's
Day, and when she had lost a baby, she had named him John. Very few people knew this about her. She didn't talk
about it much.)
There was usually candy of some kind. Tootsie Rolls, lollipops, hard candies. Always something. Cough drops
too if you happened to have a cold. Help yourself.
She had two suitcases, already packed with no explanation as to what they might hold. Those who knew, knew
what was in them and even though it seemed a little silly, it was her business and no one else's.
She had boxes of yarn and crafting stuff. Even if she had tried to explain what she was doing, it wouldn't matter.
It was calming just watching her work, her hands moving, creating something out of nothing but string. She'd
sometimes hold it up and look at it. A teddy bear. A baby bootie for someone's newborn. Occasionally, a bra and
thong set she'd made over the course of an hour. She'd model it, and take pictures of her wearing it, and if you were
really good, she'd send them to your cell phone during the day to cheer you up.
Books. Everywhere. Crafting, cooking, science fiction, children's books. She had a small collection of books
signed by the authors, and she treasured these. She claimed to have ten thousand books in her laptop, but they
couldn't imagine ever having so many of them. You could almost always find her reading something, usually on her
e-reader. You'd hate to disturb her, she really enjoyed reading the way some people enjoy video games, but she'd
put it down and engage you in conversation every so often not to be rude.
Video games, politics, conspiracy theories... you name it. If there was a topic you were passionate about, she
could talk about it.
There was a shelf with her perfumes. Never expensive, but all very good. There were some bottles that had no
names on them. She had mixed these herself. As he took off his clothes and got into the bed, she stripped as he
watched her. She seemed not to care, but could feel his eyes on her. "Mind if I use one of MY favorites tonight?"
"No, go ahead," he said graciously. She laughed to herself a little and poured the oil into her hands. She rubbed
them together and ran them over her body, down her legs, back up, over her breasts... she rubbed the oil into every
sensitive spot, and ending with running the last of the oil through her hair.
He watched with appreciation. "Damn, girl," he growled.
"Oh stop," she laughed. "That was just me putting on my perfume. Getting all girly for you." She picked up a
vial of clear liquid and rubbed a little on her lips. He watched her run her fingers slowly over her lips, then taking a
few drops from the vial, she flavored her nipples with the thick liquid.
"Mmmmm," he growled. "What flavor is that tonight?"
"Vanilla Ice cream, you like?"
"Yeah. I like."
She walked over to the bed and slithered in, crawling across the bed instead of just getting in. She curled her
body around his, and laid her head on his chest. He looked down at her and said, "Give me a kiss."
She giggled and blushed like a school girl, but dutifully lifted her face to his. He kissed her lightly, then again.
Longer, deeper, he slid his tongue past her lips to meet hers. She playfully bit at his lower lip, and let go. He kissed
her deeper then, his hands traveling over her and finding what pleased them.
"I love the way you taste," he said, and he moved his body into a better position to suckle on her breasts.
Licking and sucking lightly, he savored the smell and the taste of her. It was always something, good or sweet,
almost something from childhood.
"I'm glad. Now kiss me again."
"He slid back up and took her in his arms. He buried his face in her hair, loving the soft, smooth feel of it
against his face. He nuzzled her neck and she purred for him. He decided to stay there for awhile longer.
She reached down and began stroking his balls, feeling them jump at her touch. She cupped and lightly
massaged them, and he growled. "Oh that's so relaxing," he sighed. She ran her nails over them and his body
tightened. "Ahh yes..."
She rubbed her cheek against his face as if she were a cat. He buried himself deeper into her hair, her neck,
breathing heavily. "Turn around and I'll do your back."
Quickly, he rolled over, and she wrapped her body around him again. Using the same techniques, she massaged
his back until his body seemed to sink into the mattress. She stopped and cuddled against him, pressing her large,
soft breasts into his back, her breath warm on his neck. He was so relaxed, and so warm, and...
His breathing grew softer and more regular. She lay there a few more minutes, and when he was surely asleep,
she got out of the bed. She mopped the house, because it was three a.m. and then sat in the now vacant wheelchair
to think. She idly played a game on her cell phone while seeming to work out something in her head. She was
quiet, her breathing slow and paced. "six, seven, eight... and out, two, three..." Her fingers flew across the keys,
she'd actually gotten very good at typing on this phone. Purely out of necessity. Usually, she was having three
conversations at the time time, texting photos and looking for pixellated leprechauns. She went to the kitchen,
made herself a cup of coffee, and went back to the table. She drank it, partially. Her coffee always seemed to get
cold very quickly these days. She lied to herself and said, "It must be the draft in here." Really, it was just her
forgetting the world around her as she sank deeply into thought.
Five a.m. She got up again and checked on the lover in her bed. There was a draft in here too, and she took an
extra blanket off a pile on the chair in the corner. She gently covered him with it, and went into the kitchen to do
her dishes.
As she finished, she decided to scrub the coffee pot, laughing quietly to herself. This thing has seen me through
a lot of chapters so far, heh heh. She scrubbed it clean.
It took some work. Everything else was well kept, except the coffeepot. Pots. She had two of them. one
smaller one, a four cup jobby, and a larger twelve cup jobby. She'd been using it and neglecting it's care, so she
cleaned it as lovingly as she would a small child.
"Poor thing," she spoke at it. "When I die, I'm leaving you to someone that will love you." She looked at the
big black crock-pot next to it and wondered who would get that.
"My son," she decided. The other candidate would already have access to one, and she was going to make sure
that the girl would be able to use it anytime she wanted to. "Someone has to teach that child to cook and it's going
to be ME."
Lost in text messaging, and thinking about the story she was going to write, she noticed it was six a.m. Time to
actually make coffee. She filled the paper liner with strong blend and set it to work. Waiting until it brewed just
enough for one cup, she snatched out the pot and poured herself some. Placing it back to catch the rest, she
prepared it to her liking and took it to the table. She drank half while having breakfast. coffee and a sandwich
bought the night before just for this occasion.
Finishing her meal, she got up, cleared the table, once again forgetting her coffee. She then sat at the computer
and typed: "This is the story of my life..."