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I really do. There are times when I'm NOT me, and they suck. OH MY GODDESS, it really does suck NOT to be me. I'm amazing. I'm open and honest without being a bitch, although people have been known to get butt-hurt. I didn't mean whatever I say to be MEAN, I just say them because it's the TRUTH. Blatant honesty. People say I have no filters, but I DOOOO. I think of TEN things I could say before I pick the right one. The one I choose. I choose because it made ME laugh inside my own head. Oh HEAVENS, yes... do I feel the love? Amen! DO I feel the light and the spirit inside my weary soul? AMEN!!! PRAISE JAH!!! Do I radiate this light and spirit onto others???
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I hope I do.
I want to be a pure creature of light and spirit. My name is Darkgoddess to remind myself daily that I am a survivor of the darkness. I surpassed it. I am a spirit of enlightenment, a child of the Universe. I'm a conductor through the ephemeral, bringing those who choose to join me into the shade of LIGHT that I resonate best in.
I've been trying to find out WHICH medium that is. I've tried everything. Poetry, fiction, eventually NON fiction, which was just scarrrrrrrry (shudder). I'm a being of the technological age. I'm digital. It's the unlimited space that ONLY exists inside a digital world. It's a dimension of endless dimensions. It's beautiful, and I LIVE there.
Because I live here, I have to become a digital being myself. You give yourself a name. You make your avatar. You get one (or more, lol) accounts and you SIGN. IN.
I "signed in" a long time ago. Not FACEBOOK, although I use the internet to widely connect with as many people as I can. I like meeting other digital people as long as they resonate in beautiful patterns with my own vibration. Those who dull my vibes, man, are sent HOME. They mama didn't raise them right.